straightening or curling?

yeah yeah... i just finisshed my last paper which is biochemistry. actually today's paper is quite easy because many come out from past year. but i am just too lazy to memorise past year. i memorise 6 past year essays and it comes out 3 past year essays. should i consider myself as lucky? we need to answer 5 essays so another two i just simply write. anyway, it is over already. haha.

i am going to back to my hometown after 3 days. i am so excited!!! hehe. i think i need to do something on my hair. should i straigthening my hair? or curling my hair? choose the one that i like? erm... i like both!!sometimes i want straight sometimes i want curly hair. so how? if i go to straight my hair, i will look more cute and young. lol... but i like curly hair too because feel like myself more fashion. wahahaha. but at the same time, i will become mature. i also very lazy to take care of my curly hair leh...so difficult to make decision. ><

mixed mood...

after having my biochemistry lab exam, my friends and i direct went to timesquare shopping! it was really a relax time for us because we didnt went out for nearly 1 month,i think. after walked for a while, we went to watch a cinema named'the crazies'. it is an action,horror and thriller movie. i enjoyed so much in this movie, and my friends too. we screamed and screamed and screamed. hiak hiak.after that, we went for a dinner. we enjoyed the delicious food there with a reasonable price. ^^

then,we made our way to sungeiwang which is near to timesquare. on the way, we are attracted by some 'celcom promoter'.i should call them cheater. =.= they persuaded us with extremely sweet smile and sweet talk. they cheated us with some techniques. and we just accidently signed the contract that saying that we want to use celcom postpaid. we all didnt look carefully the rules and regulations. so how? we need to wait the time celcom activate that postpaid card and we will going to terminate it. and what made the worst was i even bought a broadband at there. it is not a matter i bought broadband at there but just they didnt let me to use the student price. i suppose only pay rm50 per month and now i need to pay rm68 per month.

this really spoiled our day! and two of my friends burst into tears. i really didnt know what to do besides persuading them. i felt like i need to take the responsibility in this incident because i am the one that want to buy broadband and that was why we listened to those cheaters and being cheated. seeing them helpless, i wanted to cry too. but actually if i cry just now, does it help? definitely not. therefore, i just keep asking ask myself to calm down.

happen this big incident, i feel like i am lonely. because i feel like i dont have a person to talk to or maybe juz i dun want to talk about it. i cant tell my mum coz i cant let her worry me. i cant tell my dad as before whenever i meet a problem because he is not living anymore. i cant tell my brother or sister because i am the eldest.and i cant tell my lover as before bcause he is no longer at there anymore. luckily, i have friends. we shared and we learned. really learned a lot, at least i wont easily trust a person next time.

this world still have a lot of things for me to learn and today's incident is just one of them.

frustrated

i just having my TITAS. many questions come out from past year. luckily, i did study it. but i forgot some answers when i enter the exam hall. i should study the past year questions before i enter the exam hall but not yesterday night. zzzz...

what frustrates me today is that i cant accept guy that always changes his girl friends. i really really hate that kind of guy!! and please dont let me see him next time. if not, i dont know what i will do to him. maybe i will slammed his face? LOL... i wont write details here coz maybe someone will noe i am talking about who. hiak hiak~

for me, love is long lasting. one people is not supposed to be fall in love with so many people in a short time. i wondering whether it is love or just he want to find some girl to be his gf or what... ok~ maybe this time he is serious now. >.<

why am i so angry about this? not for the reason i like him, please dont misunderstanding. i even not really know him coz i jus saw him a few times in somewhere. i just dont like playboy!!!

i am too emo. i should be calm down...it is non of my business anyway...1,2,3...take a deep breath...haha~

huhu...

tomorrow i will have my exam TITAS. it is 1.00a.m now and i still have many chapters to go. T.T who can help meeeeeeee? argh... luckily, i just get a past year question juz now along with questions that are spotted to be come out. especially thanks to my coursemate for sharing. but anyway, does it help for my tomorrow exam? i am wondering...huhu...the only thing that i can do now is memorise past year and hoping that some may be come out tomorrow. what else can i do? i don't have much time already and i am lazy studying of TITAS already. it is super damn boring!!

may god bless me wisdom for tomorrow's exam.

幸福的味道

幸福的定义是什么？或许有些人觉得两个人就是幸福。我觉得一个人也可以很幸福。幸福其实就在你我的身边，只是在于你要不要去探索它而已。我最大的幸福就是爱我的人及我爱的人都健康平安。

如果你还能呼吸，你是幸福的。
如果你身体健康，你是幸福的。
如果你父母都还健在，你是幸福的。
如果你有朋友陪伴你，你是幸福的。
最后，如果你认识我，你是幸福的。哈哈~

我快乐，所以我幸福。
我闻到了幸福的味道，你闻到了吗？
朋友，努力的去感受属于你的幸福吧！


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random

今天一大早就得爬起来面对考试。昨天失眠了，所以费了好大的功夫才能起的了身。困捞~

发生了一件趣事。我们都准时进考场了，考题却没准时进场。我们整整等了三十分钟。不但挡误我们的时间，还影响了我们一整天的心情。

已经考了四科科目，紧接着还有三科。TITAS和pengurusan emosi这两科，我认为是有一点废。最让我头痛的就是它们都是用马来文！！！但管它的。与其报怨，不如接收它，因为这个事实改变不了。然而，biochemistry这一科，我不知我上个学期是怎么过的。这个学期，我依然得面对它。同样的，它也是用马来文。主要科目它也给我用马来文，无奈，谁叫我在国民大学。universiti KEBANGSAAN malaysia. 他们就凭KEBANGSAAN这个字，说用马来文就是国民大学的治度。但管它的，因为biochemistry这一科，我们都是靠背往年的考题度过的，我只要努力背就对了，虽然我自己也搞不清楚我在背什么。哈哈~

考试还没完，我的心就在外头了。我想念timesquare,sungeiwang...也想念戏院。我要一间一间的逛，直到我腿断掉为止。能在吉隆坡读书真幸福，因为好玩的地方实在太多了。真的是爱玩到~:P



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关于幸福小雨点...

我把自己取名为幸福小雨点。嘻嘻！似乎有点梦幻哦~

我觉得我很幸福，是真的那么觉得。虽然生活上有很多事情都不能如我所愿，我依然觉得我很幸福。也许我知足常乐吧！身边的朋友都认为我很容易满足，我当然也不否认。因为有时候只是小小的一件事情，我就觉得我很幸运。当然，对于我的成绩，我从来都没有满意过。:p

我家里有一个妈妈及一个弟弟。我爸爸在我考pmr之前就过世了。从小就被他宠坏，所以当时我是个任性的小女生。现在我成熟懂事多了。=) 我妈妈就这样一个人把我们养大，对我来说，她真的很伟大，尽管我从来没对她说过。我弟弟则是个与电脑相依为命的男生，有时我真怀疑他的女朋友是不是电脑。@@

总有许多知心好友围在我身边，谢谢他们一路以来的陪伴。也许他们的一句话点醒了我，也许他们的一个眼神肯定了我，也许他们的一个微笑，提醒了我要开心，也许他们的一个动作，鼓励了我。谢谢他们在我狠狠的摔跤时，不但没有在旁取笑我，反而连忙将我扶起，以致于我不会太狼狈。

曾经有过一个失败的爱情，因为它的期限只有仅仅的三四个月。我为他买的及亲手为他做的礼物还没送到主人的手里，我就和我的爱情说拜拜了。也许我们错过了彼此，也许我们本来就不属于对方，但现在对我来说那些都已经不重要了。



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