mixed mood...

after having my biochemistry lab exam, my friends and i direct went to timesquare shopping! it was really a relax time for us because we didnt went out for nearly 1 month,i think. after walked for a while, we went to watch a cinema named'the crazies'. it is an action,horror and thriller movie. i enjoyed so much in this movie, and my friends too. we screamed and screamed and screamed. hiak hiak.after that, we went for a dinner. we enjoyed the delicious food there with a reasonable price. ^^

then,we made our way to sungeiwang which is near to timesquare. on the way, we are attracted by some 'celcom promoter'.i should call them cheater. =.= they persuaded us with extremely sweet smile and sweet talk. they cheated us with some techniques. and we just accidently signed the contract that saying that we want to use celcom postpaid. we all didnt look carefully the rules and regulations. so how? we need to wait the time celcom activate that postpaid card and we will going to terminate it. and what made the worst was i even bought a broadband at there. it is not a matter i bought broadband at there but just they didnt let me to use the student price. i suppose only pay rm50 per month and now i need to pay rm68 per month.

this really spoiled our day! and two of my friends burst into tears. i really didnt know what to do besides persuading them. i felt like i need to take the responsibility in this incident because i am the one that want to buy broadband and that was why we listened to those cheaters and being cheated. seeing them helpless, i wanted to cry too. but actually if i cry just now, does it help? definitely not. therefore, i just keep asking ask myself to calm down.

happen this big incident, i feel like i am lonely. because i feel like i dont have a person to talk to or maybe juz i dun want to talk about it. i cant tell my mum coz i cant let her worry me. i cant tell my dad as before whenever i meet a problem because he is not living anymore. i cant tell my brother or sister because i am the eldest.and i cant tell my lover as before bcause he is no longer at there anymore. luckily, i have friends. we shared and we learned. really learned a lot, at least i wont easily trust a person next time.

this world still have a lot of things for me to learn and today's incident is just one of them.